Gratitude-October (25)

-Understanding that my heart’s desire is for a partner and a family and to build a loving foundation and home in which to work and create within and share with the world. Heaven on Earth.
-Tears. Release. I’m crying right now because I’m hurting. But it’s good because it’s just a release. Almost like a little temper tantrum. I didn’t get what I wanted. I’m already calming down. I know better.
-Disconnection. I shut down and unplugged all my electronics last night. And I could feel the shift of energy related to that. I don’t know when the last time I shut off everything. It’s wild to think about. Today though..I had to remember passwords..or just not sign in to certain sites! haha
-Thankful for my friends, for the folks on youtube, for my cool jazz station on Pandora.
-For Moon for providing me a space in which I was able to get solid. I’m so fucking lucky.
-For The Sampson for being his beautiful wonderful doggy self.
-For losing out on something and being okay with it. They may call me up later for another job or recommend me. We left it on good terms.
-For security within. Today I was feeling the most secure in my person than I ever have before. And yo! when I tell you how powerful, how easy, how right it felt. I’ve been happier but I’ve never felt so sure and secure within myself.
-For the gift of giving.
-For the new Doctor Who. I’m 2 episodes behind which mean I have 2 episodes to watch back to back! 😀 😀 😀
-For a fresh cut and a fresh shave.
-For shining a light on a situation.
-For lightening a load.
-For beginning again.
-For self regulation.
-For totally upping my water intake. I feel better. Stronger.
-For pumpkins everywhere!
-For 2 of my favorite musical artists singing one of my favorite songs. I’ve listened to it on and off (mostly on) for the past 2 days.

I am grateful for myself for being myself. I’m so lucky to be able to be me. I really like myself. Even all mopey and dramatic because there’s so much love that I have readily available when I just think about it. It’s pretty awesome and  it feels pretty good.

Feel free to share anything you’re grateful for in the comments below 🙂



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