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I Say, I ∞26

People mistake kindness for weakness. Generosity and humaneness are interpreted as dependency, impracticality, mistrusted. I am one of many who has chosen a path to develop, learn, practice, master, unconditional loving and compassion. This is a path I walk. A part of who I am.

People misunderstand where I’m coming from. People misunderstand me. I’ve never been able to express this satisfactorily until now.

I won’t be less of myself for anyone else. I am my whole self. When I began to transition I didn’t know if I could live in this world and be myself. I’d always felt queer. Queer beyond gender/sexuality.  A Love Mutant. A mutation of love. After I started medical transition, I stopped feeling so queer.  I realized I could never be less than who I was. My entire life has been about being able to live and embody this whole love. I stand in the strength of my wholeness, Lion-Hearted and Light-Hearted I live in this always in motion yin-yang-wholeness.

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Gratitude:
-For crayons, coloring, and creation.
-For seeking fairness and balance in a relationship extending to all aspects of my life.
-For the awareness of the need to release expectations in regards to myself.
-For recognition of high standards I set for myself and how that bleeds into other aspects and relationships in my life.
-For correction and admitting mistakes.
-For the piano.
-For letting all that doesn’t serve my highest good go.
-For choosing love and allowing the energy and flow of love to be a measurement for the decisions I make here on out.
-For accepting that I’ll slip up but ultimately choose love again and again and again..
-For J. For Moon, for insight/friendship.
-For T for lessons learned.
-For good food choices today.

Feel free to share anything you’re grateful for in the comments below 🙂

Ta

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Gratitude:
-For Moon and Hrant for the job prospect
-For T. for surprising me and making my day better
-myself for being myself
-For friends who help me in so many ways. I’m very fortunate.
-For progress and being able to recognize it. Little by little every day bears fruit
-For balance and harmony within
-For spiritual practice and the discipline garnered from showing up and doing the work and applying what I’ve learned and know in real-world scenarios
-For choosing love when I was about to spiral into a temper
-For hope and building a strong supportive foundation. Financial independence and abundance in all ways, the calling answered.
-For discernment. Knowing what to give time/attention/energy to.
-For moving forward and having a beautiful internal knowingness regardless of what it looks like on the surface/externally.

Feel free to share anything you’re grateful for in the comments below 🙂

Ta