The Energy For December 2019-December 2020

I got everything I need right here with me. I got air in my lungs, a few blank sheets of paper. I love waking up in the morning not knowing what’s gonna happen, or who I’m gonna meet, where I’m gonna wind up. Just the other night I was sleeping under the bridge and now here I am on the grandest ship in the world having champagne with you fine people. I figure life’s a gift and I don’t intend on wasting it. You don’t know what hand you’re gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you, to make each day count.

-Jack Dawson (Titanic, 1997)

The Gifts of Heart-Love, Clarity, Self Trust

My heart just opened up more. I just felt this release/acknowledgment of just HOW MUCH I had given my power away. The power over my thoughts of myself and what I should do, in life, in vocation, in love. These internalized thoughts and judgments at some points heavily guided my steps and actions.

I’ve been exploring this issue devotedly the past couple of years but this year, the past 6-8 weeks in particular, I’ve gained more clarity and self-trust, which are some of the greatest gifts I’ve ever received. I am very fortunate.

Ultimately, this is about self-love, which closely relates to unconditional love, which for me is the path I chose in my early 20s, the exploration of Agape Love.

I’ve lived an INCREDIBLE LIFE.

The heart opening up just now started with a terrible ache that made me tear up for myself. Myself from approximately 4 weeks until birth, to the person I am today, of approximately 40 years 364 days.

From survival, pain, confusion, fear, to absolute inner security has been a beautiful thing to experience and witness. This nownext phase is 🥰😮🎊💝 🌈🙌🏾 Any new way,
Happy Birthday Eve, to me 💜
Happy Thursday evening to All 🌈💞